This is the story of Jamin

My life is officially boring!!!! There's nothing to look forward to...Sad rite? Aiyooo...I guess am just bored with college life....I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! But of coz without all da exams...hehehe...There's nothing really interesting happening rite now in my life except for exams...Eh, to come to think bout it, there,s gonna be a Melboune holiday at the end of the month...Going with fah...That should be fun...It's my first holiday without my parents...Yeaaayyy!!!

Hahaha...suddenly am happy...See how my mood can change in a matter of seconds....Weird huh? God, am admitting am weird again!!! My frens are gonna make fun of me again...Okay guyz..Say all u want!!! I surrender!!!! To many of u lah...Cant fight alone rite....Hehehe...Some of u might not understand what am saying but my frens will...Lets not tell da whole world aite guyz...Whatever u knoe bout me, KEEP IT TO URSELVES!!!

Am actually waiting for my dad to come back...We're going out to some kenduri at i dunno where...I knoe dat its gonna be a long drive...Gonna go see my cousin whom i havent seen in years...Suddenly she got 4 anak ady!!! The weird thing is dat i'm da only one who seems to not knoe dat...Nyways, we're suppose to leave now but my dad's not even home yet...Tonite we have my dad's retiring party...Dat's gonna ba abit boring though...I dont know anyone at these kind of functions...And it's gonna last till after midnite coz my dad's staff wanna do a surprise for him...Oh shit!!!! It's my dad's b'day tomorrow!!!! I havent got him anythin!!! Wat to get him? Aiyooo...Another problem ady...

Dahlah i'm soooo sleepy...Slept at 2 last nite and woke up early to go to the gym...But then, i had fun last nite...Was talking to izzati on the phone for like hours...From 10 till like 1.30 in the morn...That's a record for me mann!!! We talked bout like everything...Talking to her made me realise bout all the things that i never knew...Bout my frens, bout how similar izzati n i are, bout family and soo many other things...I feel like she's my twin...We're soo alike...We have the same problems...It's so nice to talk to someone who doesnt judge u, n undertands what i'm going through coz she goes through the same things...Talking to her also made me realise that it's during the hard times that u realise who ur real frens are...Izzati has been through soo much even before her mom got sick...I never knew she was suffering soo much...She was telling me how lonely she feels during spm coz she felt like she had no frens...I didnt realise dat...Now dat i know, i promise to myself to be more attentive to my frens...Nyways, the talk we had was probably one of the things that i will always remember coz of all the things she sed really touched my heart in some weird way... I hope dat this will be a start of a lifelong freindship...

See, my post just became emo again...haish...Nyways, maybe i'll go see izzati tomorrow...If i'm free dat is...

Gotta go see what to wear...I just realise how miskin of clothes i am...Need to go shopping mannn!!! But pokai ady...