This is the story of Jamin

Is my life perfect? No...It never will be and that's something i just have to accept...There will be things in my past that i have to accept and thanks to the ppl around me, its become easier...Unfortunately, no matter what happens, my past is my past and and it'll live with me...While i sit in my living room quietly with my sayangs here in melbourne, i wonder if my past would really affect me more than i admit it ...Things mite not seem as difficult now, but i have a tiny little instinct that it will affect me more than i expect...And honestly, i'm a bit scared...Its just dis past few days that i've been thinking a lot bout it and honestly, i havent thought bout it for a while...Maybe coz everytime i think bout it, i just lose myself in the process of dealing with it all over again...

I'm at peace with my life now...Something dat i thought would probably never happen but somehow, i managed to pull through and be strong...Even with nobody's help...I'm proud of myself but everyday is still a struggle and hopefully as i grow stronger, i dont have to struggle as much nymore...I dont expect anything from anyone whether from my past or present...I do expect however to deal with it myself and work on ME....i dont want to focus on other ppl's fault or whatever...All i need now is the complete ME to deal with dis...

Nyways, on a lighter note...Armani Exchange is gonna have their sale!!!! wooohoooo!!!! Y laa i didnt wait to buy dat jacket dat day...I should have waited....If dat bloody jacket is on sale, i bunuh da owner of da shop! hahahah...Aiyooo...Jamin's money habis lagi laa ni....Dah makan next month's rent k...aiyooo....am sooo dead...huhuhh...whatever! I will just have to do muka kesian to my daddy..hahahah..mintak duit...

So, jamin nak tidoness....Si qilah ni dah tido depan me...Dunno lah if she's gonna wake up to kononnya 'study'...Fah pulak, she's studying with her music player....kuat giler k...i can hear!!! I swear, da ppl in this hs are gonna go pekak one day...Everybody listens to music sooo loudly....gile!!! hahahah...

Nitessssss!!!!!