This is the story of Jamin

Its been a rough couple of days for sooo many of us...Let's just say its not easy to see someone u really love suffer sooo much...I couldnt sleep last nite coz i was thinkin bout izzati all da time...well, did sleep for like 2 hours. Tried to sleep at like 10 but was still wide awake at 12 midnite. Am not sure y but i was soooo disturbed last nite...Was missing izzati like crazy coz i felt like talking to her. Went online at 12 and met ja online...I was looking at old pics in school and suddenly there were tears...After dat, i couldnt stop crying...Was letting out all the sadness...Felt so useless. Ja cheered me up a little...She hepled me put up my skin for my new blog...She sed dat if she explain it to me i wouldnt understand coz i'm too blurr to understand...Wat lah! Nywayz, thanks ja...Muuuaaahxx!!!

I woke up feeling like my head was going to explode...I guess it was the after-effect of crying too much...My eyes were like golf balls...Did not feel like going to college at all...Couldnt pay attention in class...Was still thinking of izzati...I was foing to break alone coz didnt feel like talking to nyone...Fah was nice enough to join me...So we sad girls sat at the garden and talked...We called izzati...I called her early in between classes but was not long enough...hehehe...I must sound like some stalker rite? Nyways, she was saying dat she was looking at her mom's IC coz she was going to send it back to JPN for them to get rid of it...Can u imagine, how can u cut a dead person's IC...Kesian izzati...aiyooooo....

After class, fah and i went to see her at her hs...Felt so good to talk to her again...She was really missing her mom...She told us dat everything reminds her of her mom...Then tears came down her cheeks...So sad!!!!!

Aiyoooo!!!! i have college tomorrow!!! there's so many things to do...Tuition till 6!!! The stupid tuition is crap lah...From 2 ppl now there's 6...Doesnt work for me nymore...I just go coz i need specialist math tuition...I got good results when it was just two of us...After dat, classes were crappy...Timing is soooo off! Whatever lah. I'll just c how it goes till mid term...

I've got hw to do but am still typing away...Need to call farhah...havent talked to her yet today...Then maybe i'll do my hw...hehehe...