When jamin has a misunderstanding wif fah

Something happened today dat i never thought it will ever happen...Fah and I had a little misunderstanding...I bangun je kene marah coz my dad cannot find his camera...I havent seen da cam in weeks...He was da one who took it Iran wif him...Somehow its always my fault...Then, Fah called...and things got worst after dat...

I went to this stupid kenduri where all da ppl there were like old ppl...I felt soo out of place k...At da same time, I was trying to deal wif this Fah thing...Macam nak nangis k...It was all just wrong timing...So many things made me mad today...even da small little things...

This whole leaving for aussie is getting me worried...We're both stressed out bout it...And my stupid ass dad pulak, all he cares is his ego...He doesnt care bout my happiness at all...He made me menyusahkan my own best friend...He made me gaduh wif my own best friend...

Seriously, i hate having fights wif friends...I havent had this much drama since standard 6...Dah laa Fah is like da most important person in my life...My frinds are all very important...And, its not da right time to gaduh...Nanti, pegi aussie langsung takde kawan...Nyways, Fah and I made up in da afternoon...Da misunderstanding lasted for like a quarter of a day...I seriously cant stand having a fight wif her...Susah giler...Dah la both of us are emotional ppl...And da worst part of it was me being totally selfish...

Babes, u know I love u..Its just dat i was dealing with some stuff when u called and got a little upset...I know u totally have da right to be sellfish...dat's y i said u just go ahead...I'll deal wif my stuff by myself...I'll get a place by myself if I have to...I dont mind...Dont wait for me...Nanti u lambat...I'm soo sorry for being sellfish or whatever i was being lah...Most of it was my fault...So sorry babes!!! I just get very emo sometimes u know...Muaahhhxxx!!!