home sick like crazy...

I'm in aussie ady...my classes havent started yet and my mom dah balik...i'm feeling very alone rite now...well, I AM alone...hheheheh...fah and natasha are ady asleep...i just cant sleep...i wanna call my mom but nanti i nangis pulak...aiyoooo...wanna call farhah but she's tutoring back in malaysia...this sucks...i dont feel like going back to malaysia or anything like dat but i just miss my mom...dat's all...Everything i see reminds me of her...

I'm not scared or anything i just miss my mom...dat's it...nyways, i'm surei'll be fine sooner or later...Its just i 'm very dependant on my mom...Issues concerning my mom are a sensitive issue to me...

Wat happened was dat my mom came down here wif me about 2 weeks ago...then my dad and my bro came last week...today, they all went back...suddenly, i'm left alone...I knoe dat i have my frens wif me but its just not da same as having ure family around...

Nyways, tadi, i called tok mak and alhamdulillah she's fine...she's back to normal...then. i had a long chat wif kak fuzah pulak...by then, i was fine laa...abit cheerful coz suddenly got internet conn...but when i was cleaning my room a few minutes ago, i just felt like da room was empty coz normally da room penuh wif luggage...and now, i am back to when my parents just left...crying everytime i think bout them...aiyoooo...hopefully things will get better soon...sakit kepala ady from crying...

p/s: kak fuzah. i know u want pics but later maybe next post k....got no pics yet laaa...malas to take...