My past

Yo!
hehehe...i'm still awake...I actually have piles of paper around me...buat assignment! I have bertimbun assignment and everything is due next week! Luckily i finish one addy...Tomorrow got presentation...huhuhu...

Nyways, i was webcamming with my mom tadi...chatting...cannot speak...fah and qilah dah tido...i miss home!!!! i just realised how much i'm missing da stuff dat happens at home...nak balik!!! I'm so gile excited to balik k...but everytime i think bout balik k.l., sure i think bout exam also...I have to through exam first then only can balik....

Tadi, when i was doing my work, i realise dat there's someone i really want to see....I miss her gile...She's da only one person who actually knoes da truth to da dark secret in my life...Its been sooo long since i even heard from her...I remember da day dat i talked to her in the school bus and spilled everything...hahaha...i dunno how laa she knew there was something wrong wif me...OMG...dat was soo long ago!!! Dat was like wat...5 years ago...Talking to her was da one thing dat made my day...hahah...She made my problems become my past and since talking to her bout it, i never even thought bout it...well, sometimes ada laaa...I've dug such a deep hole and shoved my secret in and nobody will ever find it...only one other person can find it...hahaha...I miss my Kak Mi!!!!!! Rumah je dekat, but i never see you!!! Its been wat...2 years kot since i saw u...Hopefully u're doing great...

To be honest, nobody really knows who i really, truely am..i mean, u ppl know me but u will never really know da real me behind me...not if u dont know my secret...hahah...scary huh...dont worry...am not faking who i am...I'm still da jamin u ppl knoe...its just dat certain past in my life was never meant to be known and if u dont know dat part of my past, u will never know my true story...heheheh...It really doesnt matter...I made a promise to myself dat, that part of my past will never affect who i am...so, i'm still me...hehehe...

Nyways, am gonna go sleep now...Nitesssss!!!!