This part of my life is called...

Ok..so, i've been back in melbourne for almost 3 weeks now...and i have to say that at this moment i'm feeling a little lonely...I guess it's coz i'm missing my mummy and daddy, missing my brother who's been here for hols and is gong back to k.l tonite :( ...This part of my life is called loneliness...

When i left k.l, i didnt really feel like going back to melbourne coz i had a lot of fun in k.l being together with my family, spending time with my mom, and frens that i havent seen in awhile...my previous trip back to k.l was horrible...so, to actually enjoy being back in k.l was a relief...I even told my mom that i dont wanna go back...And part of it is because of wat my grandmother told me...I just hate da idea of being far away from my family...

Fortunately, haris followed me back to melbourne for a holiday...Atleast i could be around family a little longer and the whole time, i dreaded him going back coz then, i'll be alone...I'm scared to face da year alone...I want somebody to sleep on my floor, somebody to teman me watch tv, somebody to scold, somebody who's not a fren...I want a family with me...My parents were suppose to come as well but i suppose it's relief dat they didnt coz if not, i would miss them even more and i'd be more homesick...I dont regret coming here but every single day i miss my family...And that has just been tough...I dont wanna feel this way every time i come back from hols in k.l...I wish it was easier...

Anyways, once haris leaves, i have to start studying...exams are near...I'm just gonna hate da fact that everytime i enter my room, i'm gonna be alone and lonely...Thank god i have frens whom i spend my everyday life here with...I STILL WANT MY MUMMY!!! hahaha...it may seem childish, but who cares!!!